is seens donkey yrs since i last reali blog(dun count i do quiz la).. i oso dunno wher to start le.. kinda lost to tis.. haha.. ok i shall contiue frm wher i stop.. i stop bloggin when prelims was approachin ryte? ok.. as usual.. i didnt reply studied.. so.. u noe.. flunked it too.. my L1R5 was.. 41.. L1R4 was 32.. not bad ryte.. high hor! =) so lik tt lo.. 3mths no nid go aniwher.. i oso dun plan to.. hha.. i jus work my ass off.. i nid lots of money.. for new hp.. drum course etc.. and i was attached to my beloved stella on 281006.. =) a luv story started.. den on de 6 is O lvl lo.. i stil could rm how stress and scare i was.. bud thks to my lovely dear.. she calm mi down.. and by my side.. den i cool down a bit.. and as de days goes by.. slowly not stress liao.. O lvl was kinda easier den prelim lo.. bud i tink i aint prepare well enuff.. so kinda scare tt i cant make it to poly.. f i cant den how? go ite? or retake?? ani suggestions? so tmr is my last 2 papers.. hmm dnt and sci mcq.. finanli hor.. O is finishin.. agony endin.. yesyes! den tmr my plan..
aft dnt paper go home.. kos mrs abdul mayb treatin us for dinner.. aft tt i go parklane play dota w jo dey al til next dae.. ton there lo.. =) tt shld b it.. den de rest of de days dunno le..
now was kinda sad.. kos havin probs w her.. i should sae is my fault.. kos as Os and family stuffs.. i tend to b over sensitive and think too much.. when i noe tt she luvs mi bud i tink she is not.. which make us both suffer.. durin de Os.. she was cold to mi.. kos she wan mi to focus on studyin and not on de r/s.. tts y.. bud is hard.. when i havin Os.. de stress and everiting.. i nid her.. i reali do.. de last few daes even worst.. kos is lik she dun kare mi... she dun msg mi as much as last time and stuffs.. i sen her al those lovin msg den she jus reply it w a cold ohs.. ok.. orh.. i feel so.. arg.. she is jus v impt to mi.. im jus scare to lose her.. kos i luv her.. and when u reali luv de person and de person aint givin a dam bout u.. u wil go crazy and anyhow tink.. for mi.. im a person whereby i onli feel luv when de opposite affirm their luv by words and action.. den i wil feel love and secured.. and oso shower mi lots of kare.. i dunno wad to do alrd.. al i noe is.. i jus simple luv her.. ystd she sae mayb we jus dun mit or wad.. let each other cool down first.. and i agreed to it too.. so now.. lik tt lo..
so tts all.. i m wonderin.. wad is luv to diff ppl? mayb to sum is? or wad? i shall do a survey on my next post.. yea.. so tmr last dae... alot ppl r happy.. bud im not tt happy.. kos i do not hav her to share my joy with.. aft Os so? i oso dun hav her to go out w mi.. cant share my feelings w her.. i wan mi n her to b back to last times.. de happy times.. de 'siao' times.. i nid her more than aniting else.. i jus wan her by my side.. to share w mi my everiting.. and i jus wa nby her side.. =(
hope aft a few days we wil b ok.. hope.. hai
francisim~
im being asked my ruby to do this quiz =)
full name: CHAN WAI KIAT FRANCIS
backwards: NANC IAW TAIK SICNARF(IS SO DAM WEIRD =.=)
were you named after someone?: no idea?? parents didnt tell mi =X
meaning of your name: just a name? eng i dunno.. bud chinese name i noe.. wan mi to b brave and doing well
nickname/screen name: francisim,simplifier,wj
nick: same
screen name: same
birthday: 15march
place of birth: NUH
nationality: singapoeran of kos.. if not blangala..
current location: commonwealth
star sign: de fish wan.. dunno wad piseces
religion: christianity
height/weight: 173cm/52kg [is quite long ago]
shoe size: 12
hair colour: black and a bit of golden lo..
inherited from: mum
iinie or outie: wads that?
lefty or righty: HUH?
gender: male
bestfriends/trust most: enkai,jing zhe,stella
guy friends: tons
greatest buddies: jing zhe,enkai,jo,wm,daryl,charles
bf or gf: stella
crush: nope
parents: mr chan and mdm png
worst enemy: hmm nope
best online guy/girl: everyone!
greatest advicer: enkai,jingzhe
crying partner: dunno?
any sisters/brothers: nope.. bud hav gan meis jies di and kors
any pets: neh. die liao =(
any disease: slack disease?
pagers: last time not now
telephone: 6475****
cellphone: 9229****
pool or hot?: wad hot??? wth??
a car: maybe?
driving: nope
own room: yeayea
schools: new town primary and clementi town secondary
colour: blue lime green white black
relationship with parents: sux
belive in yourself: not really
love at first sight: not really.. i dun luv ppl based on looks.. bud on character too
listening ears: my close fren nor
get along with parents: nope.. mum is unreasonable
prayers/pray: able to get into poly.get out of financial difficulties.get her saved.be with her alwas
believe in reincarnation: yeas
a teaser? most of de time xD
loves hanging on the phone: when im bored
getting married?: not now la! 17 nia le.. how to marry! lols
loves driving: YES! if there is racin in singapore how gd =(
motion sickness: dunno le
eat stem of brocolli: yupps
eat chicken with fork: yea.. alwas.. lazy to use hands
dream in colour: hmm.. stil BLUE!
type your fingers on home role: seldom
sleep with stuffed animals? NO!
person who sleeps next to you: ghost
on the walls of your room: light blue
On your mousepad: i dun hav mousepad
dream car: lancer!!!
dream date: no idea
honeymoon spot: no idea
dream husband/wife: no idea
amunder you bed: dots..
single most important qns: when can i get attached? LOLS
bad time of the day: none?
worst fear: when i cant with her?
theme songs: uncountable
hardest thing about growing up: dunno how to sae le
Funniest/scariest experience: alot bax
silliest experience: dunno
worst feelings: lonliness,wronged by others being left out
greatest feeling: when she is by my side,when ppl noe my existance
list 5 people whom u want them do to this survey..
yanjing
yizhen mama
bernard di
esther
siyi
